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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
You're the only one who thinks so.
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
I don't know why.
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
I feel sick.
You're the only one who thinks so.
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
I don't know why.
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
I feel sick.
[Kaworu feels sick, too. Soryu and Shikinami... And while Shikinami actually gives Kaworu some sense of validation — it's been so difficult, the feeling that he's been made to relive past tense — Shikinami's presence is going to, and has already, upset what little balance Shinji-kun has found.]
FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org
Your body is reacting to your anxiety. She scares you? She isn't your enemy, Shinji-kun. If she doesn't know that, she'll learn it.
FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org
Your body is reacting to your anxiety. She scares you? She isn't your enemy, Shinji-kun. If she doesn't know that, she'll learn it.
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
Of course she scares me. Everything scares me. I'm a coward, Kaworu-kun.
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
Everyone always tells me to grow up but now I never will. I'm going to be like this forever.
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
And if you leave me then no one else will love me.
Of course she scares me. Everything scares me. I'm a coward, Kaworu-kun.
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
Everyone always tells me to grow up but now I never will. I'm going to be like this forever.
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
And if you leave me then no one else will love me.
Edited 2014-11-12 19:09 (UTC)
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
If I had to wait Kaworu-kun...I might as well die.
If I had to wait Kaworu-kun...I might as well die.
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
I can't wait forever, Kaworu-kun, even if I tried my best to. I'm only Human.
I can't wait forever, Kaworu-kun, even if I tried my best to. I'm only Human.
Edited 2014-11-12 22:24 (UTC)
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
Can't it be right this time? Is it wrong?
Can't it be right this time? Is it wrong?
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
I want to be someone worthy of you, Kaworu-kun. I want to be able to stand on my own two feet.
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
I don't want you to feel responsible for my mistakes or shortcomings.
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
But I'm scared.
I want to be someone worthy of you, Kaworu-kun. I want to be able to stand on my own two feet.
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
I don't want you to feel responsible for my mistakes or shortcomings.
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
But I'm scared.
FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org
You are so worthy, of everything I have to offer.
FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org
You can flourish into greatness.
FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org
You're stricken in every way. Adversity pursues you. You're lost, and aggrieved. You're brought low.
FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org
But you aren't vanquished. You aren't ruined. You aren't forsaken.
FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org
Because I will not forsake you.
You are so worthy, of everything I have to offer.
FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org
You can flourish into greatness.
FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org
You're stricken in every way. Adversity pursues you. You're lost, and aggrieved. You're brought low.
FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org
But you aren't vanquished. You aren't ruined. You aren't forsaken.
FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org
Because I will not forsake you.
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
I don't want to be apart from you.
I don't want to be apart from you.
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
Are we just friends, Kaworu-kun?
Are we just friends, Kaworu-kun?
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
Usually friends don't hold hands or kiss each other, Kaworu-kun...
Usually friends don't hold hands or kiss each other, Kaworu-kun...
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
I'm scared of being close to people, Kaworu-kun...but with you I feel safe. It feels okay.
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
But if it's...not something you like I don't want you to do it for my sake.
I'm scared of being close to people, Kaworu-kun...but with you I feel safe. It feels okay.
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
But if it's...not something you like I don't want you to do it for my sake.
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
...Really? You're not just saying that?
...Really? You're not just saying that?
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
Then...if you like it...can we be more than just friends, Kaworu-kun? Can we be together?
Then...if you like it...can we be more than just friends, Kaworu-kun? Can we be together?
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