[If only you knew. Once, Kaworu was wild-haired and fresh-faced. Once, youth and inexperience deprived him of hope. Once, he was rejected, and he believed in Shinji's hatred. But those things didn't stop love, and though he's said that Angels don't evolve — well, here he is now.]
FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org
Do you feel reassured, now? Whatever happens to our bodies, we'll stay in this state together.
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Are we just friends, Kaworu-kun?
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We're friends. Did you want to be something else? Family? Lovers?
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Usually friends don't hold hands or kiss each other, Kaworu-kun...
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But you like those things?
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I'm scared of being close to people, Kaworu-kun...but with you I feel safe. It feels okay.
FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org
But if it's...not something you like I don't want you to do it for my sake.
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I like it.
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...Really? You're not just saying that?
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I like it.
FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org
I wouldn't lie.
FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org
I like it.
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Then...if you like it...can we be more than just friends, Kaworu-kun? Can we be together?
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Closer than friends?
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Yeah.
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Thank you.
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Why are you thanking me?
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Before you, not many Lilin were kind to me.
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Me either.
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We'll be kind to each other.
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We will. You're perfect, Kaworu-kun. I don't know how you're real.
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I am the way I am because of you.
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No way...you were born perfect. I'm sure of it.
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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org
Do you feel reassured, now? Whatever happens to our bodies, we'll stay in this state together.
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As long as we're together, we can do anything, right? Nothing else matters.