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kaworu nagisa ([personal profile] paraclete) wrote2014-08-29 11:25 pm

permissions post.


❚❚❚❚❚ BASICS.


■ NAME & ID CODE: Kaworu Nagisa | NHD-C12-NGS-004
■ CANON: Evangelion 3.0, following his death.
■ AGE: [REDACTED] (physically fifteen.)
■ CURRENT TEAM & STATUS: green : commando. physically healthy. emotionally exhausted. deeply determined.
■ LANGUAGE: German. Japanese. English. Will likely carry a conversation in most Earth tongues.
■ INVENTORY:
unit 13 plugsuit
♪violins (2)
♪polaroid camera w/ film
♪shirts (two t-shirts, one short-sleeved button-down, one sweatshirt, two jackets), trousers (one pair grey flannel pants, one pair plain black trousers), scarf, hideous shoes (two pair)
♪misc. hygiene products (ritzy stuff, for special occasions)
CDC goodies
♪name tag w/ chain
♪walkman w/ eternal battery
♪basketball
♪2 kg bakelite
large headless angel statue (thanks, dagger)
119 credits
❚❚❚❚❚ IC.
■ PHYSICAL AFFECTION:
Warm and welcoming. He doesn't much acknowledge personal space.

■ PHYSICAL VIOLENCE:
♪Kaworu has died for the greater good before, and more than once at that. The lives of many are more critically valuable than his own life. That said, the only individual he is willing to die for is Shinji Ikari.

♪Again: Kaworu believes in the greater good. He has killed his own kin for humanity's sake; he will not shy away from taking violent action when it's needed. This isn't to say he'd feel good about killing sapient creatures.
Unsurprisingly, of special note would be any scenario pertaining to Shinji's safety. To Kaworu, no life is more important than Shinji's, and so any life can be discarded in favor of him.

♪Mutilating or otherwise handling almost any corpse would be managed clinically.

■ RELATIONSHIPS:
He's incredibly open to friendship with pretty much anyone. Kaworu is very patient, and will welcome even the awkward, the irritable, and the misanthropes. The compassion and goodwill he offers are very real, and he's eager to connect with people. He's deeply lonely and deeply loving. It can be difficult for him, however, to separate the individual from the masses. He treasures pretty much everyone about the same amount. If everyone's a special snowflake, is anyone really a special snowflake?
Kaworu talks sweetly to most people he meets, and seems very romantically inclined, but he is in love with Shinji Ikari.

■ MENTAL INFORMATION:
Lonely, guilty, and desperate. His low sense of self-worth leads to him undervaluing his own life. Though curious and contemplative, his mind is overwhelmed by one singular interest: This time, I will, at least, make you happy. Everything revolves around Shinji. Despite these qualities, his kind nature is genuine, his love is earnest, and he doesn't fake his calm.

Those digging deeper will find that he's very repressed. His desperation simmers under his contented smile. His innate destructive urges are crushed low underneath the spring of his love. Sliding into his mind may hit you with a wave of deep exhaustion. Even in all his determination, the strain of living and dying and dying and dying — trying and failing and failing and failing — has been very taxing. He'll make speeches to those in need about love and hope and forgiveness, but they're also meant as urgent reminders for his own necessity.

■ MEDICAL INFORMATION:
Vertebrate. Breathing is not a necessity. Doesn't exactly require nutrition, though sustenance may be useful in restoring energy from time to time; can absolutely feel an instinctive hunger. Two eyes, two sets of five fingers.

■ FAVORITE SENSORY INPUT:
Sound, closely followed by touch.

■ OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS & TRIGGERS:
He pretty much completely bluescreens if it's indicated that he's failed at his specific goal. Grievous harm coming to his plans, or to Shinji Ikari, would destabilize him to the point of losing the ability to function. The idea of being cloned deeply disturbs him. He's told no one these facts, but if asked, would answer honestly.

■ REBELLIOUS TENDENCIES:
Kaworu isn't any stranger to being traitorous, but currently finds no gain in disobeying the CDC. However, if rebelling were to benefit Shinji, Kaworu wouldn't think twice before turning his cloak.
❚❚❚❚❚ OOC.
■ PLAYER: Rinna
■ PREFERRED CONTACT: PM : [plurk.com profile] sodapoppet : ridiculous moths @ AIM
■ BACKTAGGING: It sustains me.
■ THREADHOPPING: I don't mind.
■ FOURTHWALLING: Let's discuss it first.
■ ACTION VS PROSE: I'm fine with either. I default to brackets, but I've got absolutely no problem losing them.
■ OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS & TRIGGERS: I blanch at little.
■ YES/NO SCENARIOS:
♪I want to avoid permadeath.

♪I'm not one to care for playing out sex, if it even comes up, though it doesn't make me uncomfortable enough to list it as a hard no; I'm just not very good at it and it doesn't interest me. Likewise, I'll need to be intrigued by a 'bigger picture' in order to play out things like sexual violence or brutal torture wherein my character has no chance of fighting back. I'm not opposed to them, but I'll need a better reason than 'just because.'

♪Most things in general are fair game. If you have an idea, or if something comes up, and you feel unsure as to whether it's appropriate to go ahead, just let me know, but chances are that I'll accommodate you.

■ ANYTHING ELSE? This is a more specific permissions post regarding Kaworu and his ability to sense or perceive souls. Important! Also,